[bdulong60]

At last, smoeone comes up with the "right" answer!

[Better2no]

Yes, bdulong........ you're so good at being kind to us, send it back to ya!
Thank you for showing us that there are even struggles in size 1 jeans, so
we have to stop following the delusion "oh, if I could only be a size ____, then I will be happy."
I think that's my last hold out.  I keep thinking that no one wants me because I'm heavy,
with this deep down thought that if I was thin, then I'd be happy and feel secure and loved and men would be lining up at the door.  But I don't want to test it:  just in case it isn't true.
When I was thin and looking pretty good, my husband cheated on me and wanted other women
instead.  So, I think that's always in the back of my mind.
It's not about the size after all is it?
Best wishes,
Lillie

[Better2no]

Awh....... thank you.  'Twas good to "hear" today. 
Some "anniversaries" are harder than others: today would have been my 29th wedding anniversary. 
I'm just letting myself cry when I need to.
I rewarded myself by going home on my lunchbreak and MAKING myself get on the gazelle for 30 minutes.  <---- I know, sounds crazy.
I discovered you can cry, work out and talk to God all at the same time!
I've been "letting" SPD keep me at the same weight and feeling MUCH BETTER but have been avoiding really working on the weight issue. 
Now's the time I think.  It's not about the jean size (but boy would I love to be in a 10!).... but it's time to feel better about myself in a way I think is impossible.
Gotta stop that stinkin thinkin!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks Barbara (right?) 
Best wishes,
Lillie

[NinaFrusztajerMD]

Exercise as rewards, you two are phenomenal!  How do i say this to both of you, but here it is:

YOU GO, GIRLS!